tired from it all

Автор: Юлія Лапушанська

I am tired

tired from trying
trying from failing
again and again

I am tired from trying
to be perfect

and crying
again and again

this pain
circumstances
I need to fit in
because I have no choice
no other choice
that could be passed to by principles

I am tired from sacrificing my time
again and again

investing it
and seeing no result

from having one picture of future
and seeing the another reality
morning now

I am tired from being not secure
security has left the chat
and even Ai can

-

being honest
I am tired
from all these words
I can’t even pronounce
to be sounded stupid
disrespectful
or just - dead

all these dreams
I try to hide even from myself

over hydrated throughs
over stimulated mind

I am too tired
from all this rain
that can’t stop already seven days

I needed to go out later
I needed to wait more

I needed do not be so stupid
to trust

and now


the foolishness of God is wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men. KJRV — 1Corinthians 1:25